I want you to know something.
I want you to know how incredibly proud I am of you. I want you to know that I saw your strength emerge in the most beautiful ways this year. I watched as you let yourself unfold in ways you never imagined you could.
Growth is what you wanted, so growth is what you got.
This year broke you open.
I know it was hard.
I know that there were days that you hit the ground and didn’t know if you’d be able to pick yourself back up.
I know that your heart felt that it was coming apart in every single way.
But you did it.
You did pick yourself back up.
YOU DID IT.
You flew to knew places and broke through grounds you didn’t even know were there before.
You changed your patterns.
Your old beliefs came crashing down.
There were lots of lasts.
But also so many firsts.
The world works in mysterious ways.
Almost like it conspired in all these ways to get you to look at yourself in a new way. To get you to see your true strength.
You did it.
You got to this point.
That was all you.
The gifts of this year were the pieces of the puzzle that you had been asking for. They were a direct reflection of your growth. You deserved them all. Because you worked for them. These gifts were important pieces of the larger picture soon to make sense in the coming year.
This year gave you a sense of purpose through pain and through pleasure. Through excitement and anticipation.
This year gave you feelings and emotions that were confusing and sometimes really heavy and dark. I know. I know it was hard.
2019 was a blessing and a curse at the same time.
That’s why I’m writing this letter to you.
Because its almost at the end.
You are almost nearing the closing of this remarkable and unforgettable chapter of your life. Of this year. Of this decade.
Now it’s time to celebrate.
Celebrate it all. Because my god, you’ve been through it all.
You’ve survived all the hard days.
You’ve changed your life.
You are no longer the same person who walked into the beginning of this year.
You have grown.
You have changed.
You have evolved.
Your internal world has shifted and that’s changing the external as we speak.
It has changed the external.
This letter is to let you know that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
You are right on time with the universal plans. You’ve done it. And you should be so proud of yourself.
I’m proud of you.
We’re all proud of you.
Be proud of you too.
Look back my dear.
Look at all you’ve accomplished.
Do you see now?
Do you understand that the lows gave you the highs.
That the sacrifice and challenge gave you strength.
That you built a bravery inside of you that was always there waiting to shine.
Do you see it now?
This letter is for you.
It’s for you because I know how much you’ve done. How much you’ve accomplished. How much work you put in to make your dreams come true.
I know you’re ready for more.
I know you’re ready to walk through the doors to your new life.
I’m here to tell you it’s almost time and you deserve every blessing thats headed your way.
2019 helped you collect all the pieces to your puzzle.
And now it’s time to put your puzzle together once and for all.
This is the end of an era.
An end of version of you.
And the birth of a new person who’s been in full bloom this entire time.
I see you.
I hear you.
I know it’s been a rollercoaster like no other before.
And I’m so beyond excited to see you roam this new life that’s looming around the corner.
There’s absolutely no turning back to where you’ve come from.
You are no longer at that place in your life.
You’ve been there done that.
You’ve come too far to only come this far.
You can and you will do this.
Look that fear in the eye and say GOODBYE.
2019 was the year of radical expansive change. The year that broke you wide open to let it all fall. All so you could rise and take on this new chapter of your life.
You did it!
You really really did it.
Look at how much you’ve changed.
I’m so proud of you.
You should be proud of you too.
And although not every answer is clear just yet.
Don’t give up. No not yet.
You’re so so close.
Step into those dreams.
Let the fear lead the way.
Be brave darling.
You’ve learned your ability.
Now it’s time.
Spread your wings and show the world what your made of.
Listen to the calling of your soul.
It’s lighting the way.
2019 gave you wings.
2020…time to fly.
“Your higher self”