Have you ever been so mad at the Universe you just want to scream into a MF pillow and burn everything you’ve been working so hard to create to the ground?
🙋🏽♀️🙋🏽♀️🙋🏽♀️… ya HI, me too!
This Full Moon is potent with fiery energy. As we all know (or well I assume we all know), Aries energy is BIG, bold and fuelled with energy that is passionate. This is energy that makes us want to go and go fast. It is used to help motivate us within our own lives and help us move toward our big vision, dreams and goals- and often doesn’t leave much room for the things that seemingly stand in the way.
Yet here we are….
We have an Aries Full Moon, a cluster F of planets doing a dance that are basically screaming things like… “not so fast”, “hey slow down- you missed this”, “expect the unexpected my friend”, “wait, hold up”, “have you done what has been asked of you yet?”, “let it go.”, “TRUST US”, “believe in magic”, “YOU ARE BEING TESTED- DO YOU WANT THIS?” 😅
And I don’t know about all of you but I am highly confused.
For this Full Moon I want to talk about the fiery energy and confusion that is also happening in combination with it. IT IS VERY HARD TO READ BETWEEN THE LINES. I mean we have been letting go. We have been doing the hard work. WE HAVE BEEN PURGING- WHAT ELSE COULD WE POSSIBLY NEED TO DO? (I mean am I right?🥴)
**que Gwen Stafani- this shit IS bananas**
What I know on an energetic level is that we are all being called to be the Phoenix who is ready to rise. And I also am picking up that even if you aren’t feeling ready- you basically need to be now or it isn’t going to be a pleasant ride to be ready. This is the call to action to jump before you a ready, to purge out every single last thing that feels stuck, sucky OR stagnant in your life. (example- I have a table that an ex brought into my house and it needs to go, however there isn’t a table or money currently to replace it- but it has to go. so it is going.)
The Phoenix is an interesting bird. The myth and tale of it is so friggan magical. I for one want to believe in magic and good in the world- so I believe in this.
The Phoenix is the bird who basically puts itself through the death and rebirth transformation over and over again so it can come back better and stronger when it rises. It has natural healing abilities that help itself and others. The bird gets these healing “powers” because of everything it has been through.
The Phoenix doesn’t have to be “qualified” in a sense of societal norms like the other birds…. it is qualified to help and heal because of its own trauma, own experience, own acquired knowledge of how it went through its own process of transformation.
So how are you rising?
This Full Moon is yet again another purge. A clean out and a detoxifying process of letting go and grieving the places and parts of our lives that are no longer coming. You see, when we ascend and awaken- we need lighter baggage so we are able to fly and focus on the path of healing ourselves and others. This moon is encouraging us to cry, scream, let it out and burn it all down- so you, so we… can rise from the GD ashes once and for all so we can finally do what it takes to help this world out.
If you are reading this… heed the call.
SIDENOTE: I want to be real here. I feel mad and angry because I have jumped and leaped and literally let so much shit go in my life THAT I feel like im free falling in the sky and waiting for this net to catch me. I have been floating and falling without a clear sense of direction in front of me.. and yes it makes me angry. Not being able to see the ground, or where my feet are going to land- scares the shit out of me. BUT SOMEHOW- I am here. I am still floating. My anger with the universe sounds like this, “I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE ASKED WTF AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NEXT?” (this is my ego, my human brain). There is an inner knowing deep within me that has knowledge I can only personally feel to believe. You have it too… and this knowing points you in the direction of our dreams. We just have to be willing to let go of the determination our human brain needs. That needing to know is part of the old way- and that is what is being asked of you, of me to let go now.
I wish I had more advice to give around this, but the truth is I don’t. I don’t because I am in it too. I am floating and not knowing where I will land. I am in the land of BIG unknowns, bigger than it has ever been. But what I do know is that we are not alone. I know this because I see 333 everywhere, I hear others talk about their big leaps and bounds and slowly they are finding the answers to their prayers, slowly it is getting figured out.
Something is coming and what I know for sure is that there are millions of us out here trying our best to surrender to the process and NOT figure it all logically out. If that’s you- I commend you. YOU are a brave soul. One who is here for the evolution of us all. You are not alone. I am here with you doing my best too… to help sort all this out.
Cheers to burning it all down, and cheers to the rise.